Addictive

Being addictive can only get worse..

Pain billows and breathes within my belly.
My tears crash around me.
Deep inside the the coldness burns,
with the fire of a thousand and one suns.
I am living in a careless world.
I've become a huge mess.
The circles below my eyes slowly start to slide down my face.
The nights only get longer.
Will i ever escape?
It's only me.
I've become a whole different person, trapped.
I can never go back,
I see the light flash before my eyes,
my journey in life is over.