Forever Twisted

Shoot for the stars,
Nah, I'd rather shoot for your head.
You're on the last line here again.
Tread carefully for i am deadly!
Dare to risk everything?
Bitch i already did,
I lost it all and won it all back!
So who's to tell me to do it all again?
I overdosed on this sadness again,
These pills are flowin' out of me,
There's no more room
For anymore bullets in my head.
I'm down on this ground,
I'm already in Hell,
I can't go no further,
Where shall i go?
No home for me here,
Listen to me dear!
You see this right here?
This bullet, this sin?
It belongs right there!
Between your eyes,
For all your lies!
I'm sorry it ends this way,
You pushed me down,
And left me with no choice.
You could've stopped this,
But instead you buried me in my despair.
I'm one step closer,
Closer to ending this pain,
Not just mine,
But yours too.
That's even if you feel any guilt.
If you even had a heart,
If you even have a soul!
You see this right here?
This bullet, this sin?
It belongs right there!
Between your eyes,
For all your lies!
Father, forgive me.
It called out to me!
My only ladder.
Drop back now,
I'm done standing here,
I'm no slut,
Don't even try no more.
You see this right here?
This bullet, this sin?
It belongs right there!
Between your eyes,
For all your lies.
Don't try to change me,
I'm forever twisted,
Don't like it?
Then just turn your cheek.
Everything is over now,
I'm done with this hopeless,
Hopeless feeling of everything!
I'm numb,
I don't feel anything anymore!
Everything is dead,
Your image is gone,
I'm sorry,
Everything is left burned.