a pendulum

one of the first tries to write in english :)

a pendulum


I am scared of me
not being scared
and of a distance which
absorb my sway
from being whisked
to safely taken home
right to the woods
the ones we burned

I am scared of me
not being blissful
nor being jailed
in density
of purest pain
I am scared of me
if there's just nothing
appearing in a forms
which taunt to play

I am scared of players
more than I fear playing
though for a moment when
I stopped believe
---
just nothing happened
nothing, to be into
just you, me, fire and
no sway