Porcelain

fragile and broken

Porcelain

You push and push on me
It's almost more than I can bear
Sadness fills my every day
You can't take that away from me.

Every breath that I take
Fills my lungs with pain
Can't you fucking see
That you're killing me.

I feel so drained
Look at me
I'm so empty…

Addicted…
Useless…
Jaded…

I've fucked up so many times
Can't seem to stand up straight
Just you and that tainted smile
Force me to my knees.

You keep ripping me apart
With all the shit you say
Leave me in a heap on the floor
Can't swallow this pain any more.

I feel so drained
Look at me
I'm so hollow
So empty…

Addicted…
Useless…
Jaded…

Hate the way you make me feel
The way you fuck with me
All you say is just a lie
Lost touch with reality.

Need to take a break away from you
Put an end to all my misery
No one's here to catch my fall
My blood's left on your hands.

I feel so drained
Look at me
I'm so hollow
So empty…

Addicted…
Useless…
Jaded...

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Ravyn Stone
Written: 11/01/03