Ode

An ode to you

Ode

Everyday I try to find
A meaning to it all
My life doesn't seem like much
I feel so dead inside.

Keep pushing me around
Doesn't seem so bad to you
Keep treating me like shit
One day I'll bite back.

I hate
I hate you
I hate the way you make me feel
I'm worthless in your eyes.

All my life it's been the same
Nothing seems to change
Things look so fucked up
How could you do this?

Want me to be like you
I want to be so much more
Dreams so fresh in my head
Want to chance to live them out.

I hate
I hate you
I hate the way you make me feel
I'm worthless in your eyes.

Living life isn't that grand
With you breathing down my back
Got to learn to give me space
Let me make my own mistakes.

Keep pushing me around
Doesn't seem so bad to you
Keep treating me like shit
One day I'll bite back

I hate
I hate you
I hate the way you make me feel

I'm worthless in your eyes.

*****
Ravyn Stone
Written: 12/01/03