I want a day when.....

A lilt of romance and the futility of the situation

I want a day when.....
I will not wonder why you aren't here
I am not daydreaming amongst friends
I am not smiling for no apparent reason
I am not lost for words
I am not guilty about my feelings
I can be myself without being judged
I simply enjoy the moment
You will be right next to me with an assurance that it will be forever!!!