| A weight has been brought upon me so heavy that I can barely breathe, barely move I cannot endure, cannot continue Please release me from this burden Such crushing sorrow envelopes me Crying has begun to be endless Why me is what I cry What have I done to deserve such misery Pain such endless pain I feel it everywhere within me Physical, mental, and mostly Spiritual I feel so helpless against it A loneliness so utterly deep Like a pure ebony of cover Loneliness so thick so impenetrable A light cannot be seen, be found I am nearly suffocating My eyes ache from the tears My heart is torn with the loneliness My body cannot bear such weight no more DB 07/24/15 |