How feelings change with time..
|We don't say goodbye anymore.
We just stop responding to their messages or answering their calls.
We become distant, almost invisible, so they don't even try to reach us, so they don't try to ask for closure or ask for anything.
We say goodbye take care shortly after we say hello. We say goodbye before we get to know Them. We say goodbye before we understand them and we say goodbye without even hearing what they have to say or they feel..
We make this decision selfishly because that's all we know. We say goodbye because we found something better, something more exciting, something that we want more so we just drop people, replacing them easily.
We say goodbye and we don't even expect anyone to get hurt because we dint promise anything, we don't owe them anything, we purposely kept things casual and fun so no one took anything seriously, or at least that's what we tell ourselves to convince ourselves that we dint see it coming, that we dint make them fall for us and then decided not to catch them.
We don't say goodbye anymore. We don't explain. We don't try to make sure the other person is okay, we just take off. We date the next person, we book the plane ticket, we leave the country and we make decisions without recognizing that someone had already booked the ticket for us, someone wanted to be a part of our lives, someone wanted to plan their future with around us. So we leave and we don't even look back and don't even try to come back. We leave because leaving is cooler, leaving is stronger, leaving makes you the one in control, so we keep leaving instead of staying and wonder why we end up alone or in unfulfilling relationships.
We don't say goodbye anymore, we say leave me alone. I don't want you and deep inside we say "you're not worth my time, I'm not sorry for breaking your heart because it was never mine"..