For the one I fell in love with.
|It's been awhile since my pen has touched a page to express my feelings, my thoughts and my day to day life. I'm still unclear of what I want to say or what I should say. I'm sitting here in my office contemplating what I should write to you, going back and forth, from writing to thinking. After seeing you, that lost spark I once had, relit. Now so many thoughts, that had once ran through my brain are racing through my mind and I cannot seem to tame them. I keep telling myself should I send this or should I just keep it locked away like it never existed? Is he going to understand or am I just talking gibberish? Am I stepping over the boundary, have I already said too much? I'm sitting here asking myself the one question, the question of all questions. Let's just say I do send the letter, does he even care? I know most things won't ever be the same but as long as you know that I care and that I feel, I'm happy.|