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Rated: E · Poetry · Emotional · #2142693
This is (going to be) a whole bunch of poems about how I feel. Battling with one's demons.
I Want to be Found

Screaming for eternity.
Thinking I'm losing sanity.
Wanting to cry,
Yet wanting to try.
My will just wants to bow.

Throw the cards down,
I feel like I'm going to drown.
Break the heart,
I just want to part.

Build up the wall,
Just to see it fall.
Right to the ground.

I just want to be found.

Trying and trying,
Yet I'm still crying.
The pain!
It's like a stain.

I wish I could escape,
I wish I could reshape.
I wish I weren't bound.

I just want to be found.

It's My Fault, Yes?

You brand me with new names.
Names I don't want.
I don't want to be failure,
Or a mess,
No, not useless either.

It's all my fault, you say.
And only mine.
For surely you did not
Help the mountain tumble?

And you say it with certainty.
Your voice is firm,
Your eyes burn with rage.

My eyes burn with tears.
I try to shove it down;
I'm stronger than this.

No, you're not,
My mind is always there to daunt.

"It's your fault.
You need to see the picture.
You can't see it.
I did nothing.
You did everything."
That's what you say to me.
Seems like every day.

It must be my fault, yes?
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