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Rated: 18+ · Poetry · Psychology · #2155734
Sometimes we need to fall to find ourselves
I'm psychologically damaged in the head
I don't know how I'm feeling
Or how I should feel
Or what to think
Or what to do
How did this all come about
I really don't know
But I think it started when I was fourteen
Fuck being a teenager
I just started getting weird
Acting different, dressing different
From there on you could say psychologically I was fucked up

Can you tell me how I'm feeling
Or how to find happiness
Or how I can get there
'Cause life just seems so unfair

From there on breathing was like a chore for me
I couldn't stand the thought of being alive
Or being anywhere
It wasn't my fault
I didn't know what the fuck was going on with me
I didn't like to do anything but sleep
And when I was around people I tried to smile so the pain wouldn't show
So nobody would know
And nobody did
Well at least not 'til I started acting out
Then everybody wanted to know what the fuck was going on

Can you tell me how I'm feeling
Or how to find happiness
Or how I can get there
'Cause life just seems so unfair

I didn't want nobody to know I was depressed
I didn't want nobody to know I was lonely
I didn't want nobody to know that I felt anxious around people
And I didn't want nobody to know that I like chicks
Fuck but it all had to come out, yes all of it and when it did
Fuck it felt good
I had nothing to hide anymore
But by everything coming out it didn't solve my problems
But at least everyone was aware
Yeah

Can you tell me how I'm feeling
Or how to find happiness
Or how I can get there
'Cause life just seems so unfair
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