Motivation of the Darkness

To lift up out of the darkness
Would take some strength and courage
None which I lack
But self-control I could gain a little more of
When vision becomes blurred, everyone around me becomes someone I have to defend myself from and I would attack anyone the second
they make me snap
Darkness surrounds me every day and everywhere
But I do care
About the outcome in regards to my negativity
So, in the back of my mind I keep but what a little bit of hope
And that little bit of hope
Helps me motivate myself to do better
But that hope only comes when my life is threatened from the darkness which clouds over me in consequence of my negativity
I will be no victim of darkness
For this will be my motivation to the light