To Write:Is to be Alright

My take to for My outlook to write.....

From time to time,
I must somehow escape,
My physical and mental state,
On thinking in my mind,
An physically pacing all over the place,
So for me I make a way,
To write my feelings away,
Instead of doing drugs or drinking,
This is my way to maintain,
The unfortunate life I live everyday,
For me everything seems so far away,
An impossible for me to gain,
An for writing I get no pay,
No matter my plans,still never anything,
Nothing has ever gone my way,
Not yesterday,Not today,
So I'm still hoping for someday,
An continue to write my feelings away,
To keep myself from going insane.