Broken Dream

A mothers agony

I look towards the day
where I hear you giggle
envision a moment
of playtime and cheer
With days too long
and nights
carved short
undying love
and affection galore

A hijacked dream
which crumbles away
laughter is muffled
where days roll unto nights
a baby that was wanted
yet no where in sight

One life sniped short
no reason or rhyme
a mothers agony
continues for life
Questions of why
that can never be answered
feelings of self hatred
that could never be curbed