Battling with sickness
|How are you feeling?
But still unsure what to say?
So many thoughts running through this mind
Emotions trying to escape through these eyes
But still I say "I'm ok."
That way you walk away not worrying about me today
Not seeing the disease but just me
All I want you to see is me not this thing
Tearing me to pieces, making some days just not worth facing
I want to be remembered for me
And this thing to be erased from your memory
When you speak of me I need it to be for the joy I brought
Not the pain that tore us apart
So I will be okay not because you need me to be but I want to be.