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Rated: E · Lyrics · Other · #2210264
This poem is another rap song for my ex-gf, just like my previously uploaded poem.
Last one (last one, last one) . . .
Seven days (seven days, seven days) . . .


Mikki, you’re the best thing
That has ever happened in my life.
From the start of “Family”
To this very night,
I silently swore to myself
I wouldn’t loosen without a fight.
Red marks left on my hands
Because my grip was so tight.
“Was? Hold up, hold up.
Was? Are you alright?”
Yeah, of course I am.
See the smile? I’m doin’ fine.
And quit sayin’ it’s fake.
Ah . . . now where was I?


After nine long months,
I’mma fin’ly let you go.
And, yes, I know:
We broke up a couple weeks ago.
But, until now, I was in denial.
I’ve got my mem’ries of us on file.
I’m good to let you go.


Yeah, after nine long months,
I’mma fin’ly let you go.
And, yes, I know:
Deep inside, it’ll hurt us both.
But, until now, I was in denial.
My heart was just put on trial.
I’m good to let you go.


What about the wounds?
What about the pain?
I’m sittin’ here, wonderin’
If it’ll ever go away.
We were lookin’ forward to
A future together, ay.
But it doesn’t seem like
It’ll ever be that way.
And I try to stay strong;
I put a smile upon my face,
But I guess the two of us know
That it’s genuinely fake.
Right now, I need some good luck,
So I’m stickin’ with seven days.


And, after nine long months,
I’mma fin’ly let you go.
And, yes, I know:
We broke up a couple weeks ago.
But, until now, I was in denial.
I’ve got my mem’ries of us on file.
I’m good to let you go.


Yeah, after nine long months,
I’mma fin’ly let you go.
And, yes, I know:
Deep inside, it’ll hurt us both.
But, until now, I was in denial.
My heart was just put on trial.
I’m good to let you go.


Oh, darling, baby:
Life is such a precious thing,
Yet, I’m willing to lay mine down
For you; I’d take the hardest swing.
You washed away my pain,
Like all I ever did was drink.
But now, it’s all down the drain.
Hurts my enitre dignity.
I was hopin’ someday
To buy you that ring.
Hopin’ for a future still;
Want more than just a dream;
But that’ll never happen,
Basin’ it off of integrity.

So, after nine long months,
I’mma fin’ly let you go.
And, yes, I know:
We broke up a couple weeks ago.
But, until now, I was in denial.
I’ve got my mem’ries of us on file.
I’m good to let you go.


Yeah, after nine long months,
I’mma fin’ly let you go.
And, yes, I know:
Deep inside, it’ll hurt us both.
But, until now, I was in denial.
My heart was just put on trial.
I’m good to let you go.


This kinda separation, forced,
Man, it really hurts.
But for how I treated you,
It’s less than I deserve.
I’ve disrespected you,
Pummelled you with words.
For it, I swear that,
Of this pain, I deserve more.
And I knew, one day, you
Were gon’ walk out that door.
But I didn’t know ‘bout the pain.
Fallin’ apart --- it’s like a curse.
And if I don’t leave,
It’ll only get worse.


So, after nine long months,
I’mma fin’ly let you go.
And, yes, I know:
We broke up a couple weeks ago.
But, until now, I was in denial.
I’ve got my mem’ries of us on file.
I’m good to let you go.


Yeah, after nine long months,
I’mma fin’ly let you go.
And, yes, I know:
Deep inside, it’ll hurt us both.
But, until now, I was in denial.
My heart was just put on trial.
I’m good to let you go.


Heh, who am I kiddin’, yo?
I believe the both of us know
That I just won’t
Be able to fully let you go.
I’ll continue to hold out hope.
If you look at my heart,
You will see holes.
If I’m bein’ honest,
Never again will it be whole,
Because reality is
Nothin’ but an a-hole.
I’ll never let another get so close.
If they touch me,
They will feel the cold,
Heed the warning,
And leave me alone.
Only you will I wanna hold.
Only you can make me whole.
I’ll love you forever and always, heart and soul.
I’m sorry, Mikki, but I’mma hafta let you go.
And it’s only been nine . . . short . . . months . . .
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