|The pain that goes with this illness is horrendous!
It's laughing uncontrollably, then breaking down crying.
The twin souls which live in me, war in this!
Mr Hyde and Dr Jekyll always battle without either dying!
They pull me apart inside my mind which suffers migraines.
Days and nights of pounding, barrages of attacks
Constant hatred of each other, 'destruction of self' campaigns.
"Where did I get these scars?" Genuine questioning facts.
It is hunting dove without hounds! Painting a muriel where no one can see!
It is hours of childbirth pain, then killing every newborn boy and girl!
LOVE without bounds! Unusual bouts of fury combined with overdone intimacy.
I HATE what I've found worth not enough 'reasoning' in the world!