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Rated: E · Poetry · Emotional · #2228182
This is a journey.
Someone has someone to miss
I feel jealous
Someone does something better then me
I feel jealous
Someone gets successful
I feel jealous
Someone has best friends
I feel jealous
Someone becomes a topper
I feel jealous
Someone compares me with those someones above
I feel frustrated
I feel angry
I feel sad
I feel jealous
I feel that I'm not enough.

Someone mocks me about my feelings written above
I feel horrible
I try to improve
I can't improve
I feel sad
I feel jealous
I feel frustrated
But I keep those feelings quiet
And I pray to myself
Someone please understand me
The me that I've kept inside
Noone understands
And I forget who I was.
I search for myself
I can't find myself
I get angry
I feel jealous of all the living things in this world
I feel like killing myself
I can't kill my self
I become even more sad
I isolate myself from me even more
I become "weird"
I hate the word I
I am She
She gives up
She tries to kill herself again
Noone knows
Only her
Her mind
And I
She is dead
I am too
But she is walking
Talking and smiling
She and I are the same
Anakha Anand
Dead inside.
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