Hoping to find her in dreams
|Where have you been these many restless nights?
I have thought about you in preparation.
But time and again,
You have not come.
I thought the pills might calm my memory.
You do not come.
I look at your picture,
Only on you.
Am I trying too hard?
Have you been summoned by another?
I remember those special nights when we have been so close,
But never touching,
Did you know I was there,
To be the object of your desire?
And then I awake, hoping to find you again.