Bad times

My timings awful
and awkward words escape me-
and I want to stop the words,
I really did it this time

but maybe this time,
youll see past the words I cant speak
and notice me this time...
my heart sees colors,
but my lips cant paint the picture of how you look to me
and it looks to me
I really did it this time

I wish I could talk to you like I picture in my head
I cant get you out of my head, I lay in bed
and I scream...Scream at myself,
cause theres noone else to blame
cause if I cant have you, Id settle just to know your name...

I really did it this time...

my timings awful
but when is it ever a good time
its hopeless again, holding this back, and holding this in-
its draining...
I really did it this time
you are what my dreams look like
if everyday were perfect
and even at your worst, to me youre perfect
I really did it this time

I wish I could talk to you like I picture in my head
I cant get you out of my head, I lay in bed
and I scream...Scream at myself,
cause theres noone else to blame
cause if I cant have you, Id settle just to know your name...

I really did it this time...
I really did it this time...
Fell for you, and I cant stand in front of you...
I really did it this time, and I fell for you

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