Who am I?

self explanatory

Who am I?
I am the girl that everyone knows but doesn’t see.
To some I am lazy,
Others I am broken,
I am what people perceive.
Fat,
Ugly,
Pretty,
Bitch.
Curvaceous little witch.
Fuckable not loveable.
Always too loud too bright or unseen.
Can never seem to find the in-between.
Too much of a muchness
Too little of the touched-ness
Too frightened to live
Too scared to die
Who, or what, am I?