Sex and Fear

love is almost like a personality disorder

Sex and Fear

Unsuggested, deconstructive state of grace in a shade of grey
Unsuccessful, selfish nonsense... sense of hate with a face of pain
Understand this, I can't stand this. I look back but remain the same

I can't talk, my mouth is full
My mouth is full of words I won't tell you
But don't you ever... never again let me sever anything you are to me

No attention. So neglected. Searching for somebody to blame
Acting happy, feeling empty. Lives entwined with a broken mind
Always lonely. Chasing blindly. Get away from the jealousy

I can't walk. My legs are numb
My legs are numb and it's keeping me from running
But don't you ever... never again let me sever everything you mean to me

Stare at me. Stare through me
Walk by me with such timing
Go away. Leave me alone. You know I'll be fine
Point the barrel. Squeeze the trigger.

Leave it all behind