A fool of me....

I wrote this 4/25/23. Just in my feelings.

A fool of me,
to love him so,
everyday wondering
if he loves me too.
He won't marry me,
after 29 years so
unworthy of my tears.
what's a woman to do?
Do you need me ? , No.
Do you have to have me ?, no.
Do you want me ?, yes.
Or is this the dream of a
life time ?