GET HIM THERAPY HE’S ANGSTY AGAIN

It sounds good in my head I swear also if the one person from part of this song arrives hi

I really do want to be who you need me to be
I really do want to be close to your insanely low standards
I can’t tell if the ground is falling or if I’m just kneeling down
But I can’t seem to pass the bar that you need

I want to see god just like you do
I want to like him more than just some educational class
More than unproven facts about our past
Ethics, morals and questionable coping mechanisms with manipulative undertones

And I’m sorry I can’t be the perfect daughter
No I can’t even be a decent son
And I’m sorry I can’t be the flawless best friend
No im not even an ok brother

It’s strange that my highlight is when we met
You’d think the huge things we went through would be what I would say
But I think you and I both blocked it all out
And all I can remember is how you even cared


I promise that I want to be there for you
But saying that I’m terrified will just close your gates
And maybe I should’ve helped quicker
And maybe even tried a little harder

And I’m sorry I can’t be the perfect daughter
No I can’t even be a decent son
And I’m sorry I can’t be the flawless best friend
No im even an ok brother

And I really am trying to get out there
I really don’t want you to think that I don’t belong anywhere
I wish that I could meet minimum credit
Cause you’d never have expectations high enough

I want to be your cis straight god-fearing daughter
Who loves everyone the way that you love me
And I want to be the most needed best friend
Who saves the way that you saved me

And I’m sorry I can’t be the perfect daughter
No I can’t even be a decent son
And I’m sorry I’m not the flawless best friend
No I can’t even be an ok brother