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carrying the guilt of being a mom and feeling like a failure over and over |
I carry a weight no eyes can see, A quiet storm that lives in me. Every sharp word spoken fast, Echoes louder than the past. I tuck regrets in folded hands, Whisper prayers no one understands. Wonder if my love fell short, If I broke the things I meant to support. I replay moments like old film reels, Haunted by the hurt each memory steals. But underneath the guilt I keep, Lives a love that runs soul-deep. I’m human, flawed, I trip, I fall, But I rise again to answer the call. Because being a mom is messy art— A masterpiece stitched from a breaking heart. And even when I feel I’ve failed, When shame and fear have both prevailed, I’m still the place my children know— The root, the truth, the safest home. Mom guilt lingers like a shadow near, But love speaks louder than the fear. And every day I learn anew That trying—truly trying— Is enough, And so am I. |