I Miss You

Short draft

I never understood the feeling of missing someone that wronged you in so many ways, though it could possibly be the fact we share the same blood. I still remember how happy we were growing up, seemed like we could do anything when we were together. Though that all changed once you turned eighteen, running off to chase after girls and acting like I didn't exist. All the memories we could of had, the bond that you broke.

I honestly have no idea why I even miss you, haven't talked to you in years. Could it be the fact that you didn't get to watch me grow up, do all the things I was proud of myself for. All the things you never got to see me do, all the late nights were I just lay and wonder what you're doing and how you are. Though I know you won't talk to me even if I try, I just wish we would of had a better bond.

I wish you could of always been there to see how much I managed to push myself to do even when I felt like giving up. I could only hope you'd be proud. In the end you'd always end up being my older brother, even with how much you used to say you hated me calling you that. Hated the fact you had to be the one to protect me, which I'm very sorry for.