Come Back

Short Draft

I always hated loving someone you couldn't have, feeling the want of wishing to have them right next to you. Not being able to hold them and protect them from all their worries and problems, always feeling the need to be close not wanting them out of your sight. Having to watch them be happy with someone that's not you when all you truly wanted was them to be stood holding your hand with the brightest smile.

All the late night conversations that would go on on for hours, the missing sleep just so you could feel heard. Wanting you to be the first person I wake up to talk with, always trying to make you laugh or smile. Making sure to always check up on you even if I was drowning in my own thoughts. Though vodka seemed to always fix almost all my problems.

I was always the first person who offered a shoulder for you to cry on, always telling you how perfect you were and how proud I was. Though it seems I can never be the person to have you, even if I waited. So all I can do I hope that she keeps you happy, while I sit watching from the side lines.