Accepting the Loss of My Sight

The dimming of my sight, and accepting it. I can still see, but am not allowed to drive.

As has become tradition, I no longer cook Thanksgiving Dinner, and this year I made no effort whatsoever to go to someone else's dinner or even to eat out. I was content. I was home. I was a resource for others in the neighborhood who needed a turkey, chicken, or dinner fixings. Their smiles and thank-yous were well worth it, AND I got to stay HOME! Please, do not feel sorry for me.

I also got lots of visits from family and friends who dropped by to catch up, say hello, and wish me a happy birthday in person. I am still smiling. THANK YOU ALL.

This morning, I feel good. I am about over the devastating news about my license not being renewed, the loss of some level of independence that was a solid part of me, and my crazy makeup. I have not quite figured out my transportation system for the future, but I am working on it. LOL.

For those who have noticed, my car is gone, and have stepped forward to offer assurances that their phone, car, and time are at my service, THANK YOU. Please answer the phone when I call. I promise to use your time wisely, and thank you for promising to get me out of the house regularly.

About two or three weeks ago, after my Georgia birthday trip, I donated my car to my daughter, Nneka Barnes, so it will rarely be seen at my house except for visits. Instead, a white one may show up in the driveway so that I can have transportation when I need a driver.

Changes are coming to my life because of my eyesight, and I am adjusting to them. I was very angry at first, then depressed, then angry all over again. I am settling down with modified acceptance. I am writing more, thinking about taking Braille classes, and learning my way in the fuzzy, dim light that is growing more each day. DIFFERENT!

I am so very thankful that medical science, doctors, and others have kept me with my sight well beyond the early prognosis. Who knows, I am still alive, scientists are still working, and hope is alive.

Instead of feeling sorry for me, let us vow to keep pushing forward. My issue is my eyesight. What is your issue? Whatever it is, it is yours, and you have the power to work with it and make a new chapter in your life.

I am definitely going to make the best of my situation and hope to keep moving forward.

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE who helped make this Thanksgiving season one to be remembered in a very positive way for so many.

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