I feel so dirty now.

this is abt my ex gf and her new gf

I feel so dirty now.
"You could've just blocked her."
"It's your fault too, though."
"You still did it."
You don't know.
You don't know how she once loved me--
wanted me,
needed me.
Now she's with her, and I shouldn't feel angry.
I was a shitty person.
But she used me for lust, not love.
I thought I was her baby
her good girl,
her everything.
I was wrong.
And now Rae is,
and she's happy with Rae.
That's all I ever wanted for V.
For her to be happy.