nonsense

muttering on the train

Outside, the world shimmers in glimmering gold--

as if I'm in Zootopia's whimsical fold.

Darling,

It's like stepping into Disney's fairy-tale forest, you know?

The sun is so utterly lovely,

I leap with joy--

like a fledgling bird

just learning to fly.

With the sun, everything feels different somehow;

warmth spreads through every inch of me.

You'll never understand my heart--

just like you never cared to before.

But darling,

I no longer need you.

More than you, I need the sun.

You might not grasp what I'm rambling on about,

but you must know this: I'm truly happy.

I'm just on a train, staring out the window--

people always chatter nonsense when they're blessed.

So darling, see what's left of me after leaving you?

Nothing but the end of negative feelings,

and a source of tears wiped away.

You could wish me well, wish I stay this way--

but I don't want your blessings.

I don't want anything that's yours.

I'll shed tears, yes--for the heart I gave so fully.

I'll grieve, but only for the love that was sincere.

But now you can know this:

I only give, but never lose.

My sincere heart, glowing softly like a pearl,

will exist forever.