too much? not enough?

slipping through texts, subtle edition

okay

are you sure it's okay? are you? are we? you've read my message, i know you have but you're only replying now, hours later. one word okay did you even read all of it? i bore you don't i? i bore you with all my messages about things i like? do i not listen enough to you? i do, i hope. sometimes i tune out of conversations i know i do but i have trouble focusing on everybody its not only you i mean it i love you and i think this is slipping away maybe i should bring it up and we can stop talking if thats what you want but is it? what if im wrong? what if what if what if i hurt your feelings am i enough? im not. im too much, too loud, too much too much too much you hate me don't you? i don't know what id do without you in my li

maybe you should read the books too its AWESOME