Deepest Mystery's

First person perspective of an unforgivable action that's unknown to the reader.

I was so overcome with anguish by what I had done.
Fear In my bones that could shake til the morning awakes.
So distraught I could turn undone.
But not until I get rid of this headache.
Might the watchful eyes peer upon me?
Until the day I break.
To see what I had misdrawn.