It really doesn’t require much to be happy |
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The city was a grumbling beast on that Tuesday morning. Rain fell in a half-hearted drizzle, just enough to turn the streets into slicks of grey mirror and make everyone’s mood curdle. For Arthur, it was just another day in the life of a cab driver. He’d seen it all: the panicked executives, the giggling bridal parties, the lost tourists. He’d long ago developed a leathery hide against the city’s moods. His fare was a man folded into the back corner of the seat like a piece of origami that had gone wrong. He was all sharp angles and simmering silence. His name, Arthur had learned from the credit card slip, was Mr. Grimshaw. The man hadn’t spoken a word since getting in, just grunted an address in the direction of Arthur’s rearview mirror and then retreated back into his overcoat, a fortress of wool and bad attitude. Arthur, a man who believed in the lubricating power of small talk, tried anyway. “Tough morning, huh? This rain’s got everyone in a twist.” Silence. A silence so profound it seemed to suck the very air out of the cab. “Road’s clear up ahead, though,” Arthur tried again, cheerfully. “Should have you home in a jiffy.” From the back seat, a sound like rocks grinding together. “I don’t require a running commentary on the weather or the traffic. I require transportation. That is all.” Arthur’s eyes flicked to the rearview. He saw a pair of eyes, the colour of a winter sky, narrowed in what looked like perpetual disapproval. His first instinct, honed over thirty years on the job, was to bristle. To snap back. To tell Mr. Sunshine to find another ride. But then his own eyes caught the small, square digital display on his dashboard. It blinked the date at him: February 16. Do a Grouch a Favor Day. He’d seen it on a clickbait article the night before, waiting for a fare. He’d scoffed at it then. But now, staring at the human embodiment of a thundercloud in his backseat, a strange, stubborn impulse took root. Not to match his grouchiness, but to defy it. He pulled up to a stately, if slightly run-down, brownstone. Mr. Grimshaw thrust a credit card at him without a word. As Arthur ran it, he noticed the man’s hands. They were trembling. A fine, persistent tremor that he tried to still by jamming them deep into his coat pockets. Arthur printed the receipt and handed it back. “There you go, Mr. Grimshaw. Have a good one.” The man took the receipt as if it were a parking ticket. He wrenched the door handle, and a bitter gust of wind and rain swirled into the warm cab. As he unfolded himself from the seat, a small, dark object slipped from his coat pocket and tumbled onto the floor mat with a soft thud. It was a worn, leather-bound notebook, its pages yellowed and swollen with age. Mr. Grimshaw, already half out of the cab, didn’t notice. The door slammed shut. Arthur’s hand darted out. “Hey! Mister! You dropped…” But Mr. Grimshaw was already stomping up the wet steps to his front door, a figure of pure, distilled misery. Arthur looked at the notebook in his hand. He could just drive off. The man was a jerk. But that stubborn impulse, the one that had been poked by a silly internet holiday, flared again. He threw the cab into park, flipped on his hazards, and dashed out into the rain, the notebook held under his jacket. He took the brownstone steps two at a time and pressed the buzzer for the top floor. A long, silent minute passed. He pressed again. Finally, the intercom crackled. “What?” The voice was pure gravel, ground finer by irritation. “It’s the taxi driver. You dropped this.” Arthur held the notebook up, as if the man could see it through the intercom. Another long pause. Then the buzzer sounded, and the heavy inner door clicked open. Arthur climbed the narrow, creaking stairs. The door to the top-floor apartment was ajar. He pushed it open. Mr. Grimshaw stood in the middle of a room that was a contradiction. It was sparsely furnished, almost monastic, with a single armchair and a plain wooden table. But every inch of wall space was covered. Not with paintings, but with pages. Sheet music. Dozens, hundreds of sheets, pinned up like wallpaper. It was the only colour in the grey apartment. Arthur stood there, dripping on the doormat, the rain forgotten. “You… you’re a musician.” Mr. Grimshaw looked at him, and for the first time, the coldness in his eyes seemed to crack, just a little. He didn’t look angry. He looked old. And tired. And scared. “Was,” he corrected, his voice softer. He held up his hands. They were trembling, violently now. “Can’t anymore. The nerves. It’s… gone.” He took the notebook from Arthur’s hand with a reverence that was almost painful to witness. He cradled it, then opened it to a random page. The pages were filled with dense, spidery musical notation. His eyes scanned it, and a single, dry sob escaped his lips. It was a sound of pure loss. “This,” he whispered, holding up the notebook. “This is the last thing I ever wrote. A sonata. Before my hands… betrayed me. I was taking it to my old teacher. To show him. For old times’ sake. A final goodbye to it, I suppose.” He sank into the armchair, the fight completely gone out of him. “And I almost lost it. I almost lost the only proof I had left.” Arthur didn’t know what to say. He stood there, a stranger in this man’s private cathedral of loss. The grouchiness, he realised, wasn’t anger. It was armour. A thick, rusty suit of it, worn to protect a heart that was raw and bleeding. After a long moment, Arthur cleared his throat. “That sonata,” he said, his voice gentle. “Can you… can you hear it? In your head?” Mr. Grimshaw looked up, startled. “What?” “The music,” Arthur said. “You wrote it. You must know how it goes.” A flicker of something—wonder, perhaps—crossed the old man’s face. He closed his eyes. For a full minute, the only sound was the gentle patter of rain against the window. Then, a single, gnarled finger on his right hand began to tap a rhythm on the arm of the chair. A slow, deliberate beat. Then another finger joined in, tapping a counter-rhythm on his knee. He was conducting an orchestra only he could hear. A small, peaceful smile touched his lips for the first time. He opened his eyes. They were wet. “Yes,” he said, his voice thick. “Yes, I can.” Arthur just nodded. He turned to leave, pulling the door closed behind him. As he descended the stairs, he heard a sound that stopped him in his tracks. It was faint, muffled by the floors and walls, but unmistakable. A voice. Mr. Grimshaw’s voice. He wasn’t humming a tune; he was singing it, a soaring, wordless melody that filled the quiet stairwell with a haunting, unexpected beauty. Arthur got back in his cab, the rain still falling. He sat for a moment, the echo of that melody in his ears. He’d gone up there to return a notebook. He’d come back down with a sonata. He looked at the date on his dashboard one last time. February 16. He smiled, put the cab in gear, and drove off into the grey city, the world feeling just a little less grumpy than it had an hour before. 850 words total |