Never Fit In

Just the truth...and it hurts

Never fit in with class, never fit in alone.
Whether surrounded by many, or a singular person.
I eventually grew used to it, being weird and un-welcomed.
But it still hurts, despite what I tell myself.
Years went by, thought I'd grown out of it.
But deep down I think I've realized I never will
It's a hard thing to do when you don't know how to.
Maybe I'm used to it, maybe I'm not.
I won't tell anyone either way.
Because I'll never get the words out, I know they won't form.
I never fit in here, and I never fit in there.
It's getting hard to believe I'll ever fit in, especially with you.
You're so kind, and sweet, you make my heart race.
But, I think my waiting won't do any good.
You fit in with them, and those people as well.
I can't be that person, so I don't think I'll fit in by you.
I'll never fit in here, and I'll never fit in there,
Maybe I'll be on my own until the end is near.