journal 1

a quick description of how my life has been going lately.

I feel nice lately, I get tired of people asking. I am currently 6 months pregnant with my first child and I'm not in a relationship with my daughter's father because he doesn't want a relationship with me, for whatever reason. I find things to be stressful but I don't want to burden him with my internal worries. I think that he will be a great father to our baby and a great partner in figuring out how to parent in general but I wish we were together. I think it is a fault of my own that we are not together. I was content with casually consenting to do what we were comfortable doing together with no strings attached. Now, I feel that our baby is the only string attaching us these days.