emptiness.

#1, my first entry.

Empty. Hollow. Unresponsive even living.

You name it.

That's how I feel.

It's a menace for someone like me that's.. cheerful, optimistic, (in short) happy on other people's perspective.

I relate what I'm feeling right now to a song. Which is Soap (by Melanie Martinez).

As if I turned on the sink, and it flowed.

It's a sign for me to shush.