my first poem

Just my old self trying to express through poem

Everyday,
I would wait for you by the riverside,
But you never show up, not even once,
Do you know,
How much you waste my time,
Just to wait for you,
So I can see your pretty smile,
But now, it's just an image,
Mocking me for my foolishness.

I should've left you,
But I didn't, it's hard for me,
To forget about you,
It's like you're haunting me,
Even though you're still alive,
I swear to god I saw your silhouette at the subway.

I pray to god everyday,
Hoping that you would go away,
But it seems like my prayer didn't get through him,
Now I'm stuck with you,
For the rest of my life.