i take the door

I'm beginning anew though I am lost in my head. I try to escape, but I am lost again.

starting over becomes a chore
each day a new point that bores
lost in my head again.

I take the door from the side
the door that rises and falls
forevermore.

Will my mind ever surmise the plan. A plan that demands so much of my time. Time I don't ever perceive. Time that all see, all see but me.

Maybe at a point my mind will surmise. A plan to take the door. Right when time takes me, takes me back as I get lost again.