Always Madness in Love

seeing her again has triggered my natural response of insanity

My heart is throbbing in elevated disgust for seeing her today,
walking with her boyfriend in such a non-chalant way,
never giving me any sort of salutation, only leaving me in fear,
for ever having a relationship with her, but not a tear,
was shed for having her as my girlfriend once upon a time,
the candle is lit on both ends in insanity's sublime,
that makes me forget all about my tribulations and trials,
as the allure of madness drags me for miles,
across the deserts of life, where draught is all around,
As I feel my feet lift off the ground,
and the plentitude of novelty leaves me reeling in aw,
because the pleasures of being crazy are the new law,
while the system of delusions are adopted again,
just like the dependablity of a old friend.