When. Why.

I thought I was over her it's been long enough

I thought it was over
I thought you finally let me go
I thought that i was free to do what I fucking wanted

Not to be trapped
To be used against my will
To be caged inside my own fucking mind

When is this gonna stop
I don't want you anymore
For my fucking sake let me go
Please

It's been a year or more
And still I'm stuck in this loop like your fucking whore
When is this gonna end
When am I gonna be free
When are you gonna get the fuck away from me

You don't care
You never did
You never will
Maybe you did
If didn't fucking matter at the end did it

You ran to the fucking addict
And I can't say much I'm not better
But you ran to the person who you didn't like
Maybe you do now
Maybe you love him
Maybe more than you loved me

Idk bye