Pondering thoughts of my memories past, and present.
As I Ponder
The morning brings its rain and pain.
As I touch the floor with my feet again.
Confused by many unwanted thoughts.
No positive feelings has my life brought.
I've stayed out of sight back in a corner.
Watch as others received the full honor.
Life could have been different if I'd tried.
I guess I had not the ambition inside.
I must accept with regret what I didn't do.
Ponder thoughts with depression blues.
I've ran all my life afraid of the unknown.
Fear allowed no chance to walk my own.
I ran life's path looking around the corner.
I've faced life with doubt and much more.
All through my life I've had a hill to climb.
The valley has held for me no sunshine.
It's hard to admit I have lived life this way.
I ponder these thoughts haunt me today.
My life I've wasted, little honey I've tasted.
I guess this is why I'm depressed and cry.
Regretting my past and things I didn't do.
All the wrongs I've done life's not been fun.
I can't right my wrongs to taste the honey.
With God's help I can endure life somehow.