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Rated: 13+ · Appendix · Experience · #853546
emulation of action the option
All pull and want, stretching me to insanity. The man, far away, calls and picks, suspicion biting me even over the line of the phone. Dear mother waits and familial responsibility militantly tells me where I must go this day. Brother stops not with incessant bothers. Work looms with force and no choice there for food must be earned. The birds await filling of their trough and those nasty rodents shit and piss, clouding the air with stench; equaled it be by the four legged doggies roaming about the feet and they be no strangers to defecation and urination, all about it be with neverending trips out to the grass a fruitless waste of energy. Stupid beasts and worth not a question asked now for none to be found. The vacuum joins in needing some piece of me and waits, vigilantly, for work. Dust collection at apex and the Almighty scornfully tears at conscience and asks why I sit here when service knows my absence.

Cloistered here by myself I wish for nothing but for all to leave me alone, go away, stop with the questions, the expectations for I can take no more, not this morn. Seeking to control they take too much; he, she, them. Wish for a hole in the ground where hidden I would be. Selfish? The description may be apt and care not can I for it has been so very long since my thoughts were mine, too much time spent not thinking. Desertion of me a fear when they see my withdrawal but the creation of dear Joan tells me the route to take. This day I can give to none but self.

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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