Denial

A poem on the loss of my child.

My life is a secret
I can't tell you why
I hate this world
I always want to die
I can't be with you anymore
You’ve gone away
When It all happened
I just wanted you to stay
They won't believe me when I tell the truth
But you know that I will always love you
Why is everyone always on my case?
I hate this world
I just want to see your face

Pictures aren't enough
You were here for such a short while
I can’t put a grip on that your gone
I think I’m in denial.