Self Destructing

its a heartbreaker poem. i hope you enjoy it

Rip me open Rip me apart
When I end I cannot Start
I'm fed through a thresher
And I dont miss her

Open wounds that fade to scars
Payback couldnt go too far
There's no denying what you are
A never ending putrid war

In my mind, I rewind
To find a blank tape,
Empty, Full of hate...
As I contempt but dont regret
The thought of you hasnt gone away yet

(chorus.... maybe?)
Return to me a time before,
Returned to me an empty core
Secure in me a losers best
Secure in time what is the rest
Disturbing the demons nest
The evil inside gets the best