Darkness

I am miserable and that's just what I am.

I'm filled with so much
anger, I'm filled with so
much hate. I'm about to
explode, I'm about to
disintegrate.

I want to feel better,
there is only one way
I know how. The bottom of
a bottle is my only way out.

The darkness that clouds my
vision allows me to see more
than in the light. The blindness
I live with is better than sight.

I've come to the realization,
that I enjoy living with pain.
The verge of insanity is what
keeps me sane.