My Suicide

Don't take this the wrong way it's how I feel 99.9% of my life

Even though I've seen this place before,
I don't know where I am.
Even though your with me,
I feel so alone.
Even though it's bright out there,
In here I'm in the dark.
Though your trying to calm me down,
I have so much excitement.
Even though i see you every day,
I long to see you even more.
I don't know why this is,
I do know,
It's MY suicide.