Something I need to say

My First Published Piece as of May 2005. I'm so proud.

To not be with you has been torture
Something I never thought I'd survive
Being your friend isn't easy
It's knowing your happy that keeps me alive

Today you made me laugh
and yesterday you made me cry
We're suppose to be friends
what was that little white lie?

I knew we wouldn't last
We didn't stand a chance
the pain is deep within me
can't you see my evil glance

One day I will share
my hurt, my pain, my tears
Only then will you know
this was the worst of all my fears