Deserve [ . through.my.teeth . ]

I'm sorry, but why are you still here?

If I was to sit here and try to list why you love me
There shouldn't be anything there
But I'm still there because you always will
Even though I was with you through my teeth

You don't deserve the things I've done to you
I don't deserve the things you've done for me
I threw you down and took off running
You looked past it all and still came back

Just don't say I love you and I won't say it too
I'll chew those words from the tip of my tounge
And choke them down into my lungs
Just don't say you love me because I can't stop loving you

If i was to sit here and try to list what I deserve
There wouldn't be much there
And you're not there because you always were
Even though I was wih you through my teeth

You don't deserve the things I've done to you
I don't deserve the things you've done for me
You gave me your hand and I threw it away
How do you love me? I hate me