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Rated: GC · Book · Comedy · #2288911
Neurodivergent here. All the disgusting things I do or think on display. Wail away.
#1059680 added November 30, 2023 at 8:27pm
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Where’s Support Amid Indifference?
The Inhumanity Of Response

Help me turn my brain off.
Go bother someone else.
Will you help me turn my brain off?
Find someone else to bug.
Help, my brain…please turn off.
As if.
Help me. I can’t turn my brain off.
I could hit you. That would make me feel better.
Help. Brain. Won’t turn off.
Help. Moron. Won’t leave us alone.
Help, I can’t turn off my bra-ain.
Oh, you poor, ignorant thing. Nope. Tried. Sorry.
Help me; my brain won’t stop.
And how does that make you feel? Try drugs.
Help, my brain just keeps going.
Uh-huh. Oh, you’re still here? I’ll move.
Help me
turn off
my brain.

Help me? Hello?
This is your conscience. No.
Someone know how to shut off my brain?
I can get ammo…oh, never mind.
My brain keeps running.
Have you tried rebooting? Call tech support.
My brain is in an eternal loop sequence with never ending…
You’ve got the wrong number. *click*
Help me? Brain. Thing. No stop.
Don’t…be…a…baby?
Help me. My brain won’t turn off.
What a bother. Do you believe this guy?
I’m going to lay waste to the earth!
Did somebody hear something?
My brain won’t defuse; particle accelerator is real.
You’ve seen that movie, too? Oh, you?? Not awesome.
Help me; my brain won’t shut off.
Who invited the giant creep? Please leave.
Help my brain still computing. Need help.
What do you expect me to do?
Infernal-loop-brain restructuring me into AI-informed killing machine.
I had that problem once. It goes away.
Help, brain trapped like a refrigerator with its door open.
You need to close it? Duh.
I can’t control brain…it…oh, quiet.
Wait…for…ittttt….

My brain keeps repeating and re-computating. Please help?
Nah. I’m good.
Help me? My brain. That thing keeps happening.
Are you taking your meds? Tried mindfulness?
No one will help me with my brain. Help?
You again. Where’s a hot drink when you need it? Scram!
My brain won’t stop. Help me shut it off.
How much money you got? No? How ‘bout a wood bat?
My brain hurts from overthinking. How do I stop?
You just do. Duh, again.

My brain won’t stop and no one will help.
You’re a big guy.
How’s that help?
No one likes a complainer, then?
Nothing compels to help my addled brain.
Sucks to be you. Bye.
Can you soothe my aching mind? I need a break.
Why didn’t you ask?
I did. Like a thousand times.
Hmm, what? Shh, my show’s on.

Kids. Will you kill me?
Mom said not to. Oh, but not just yet.
Can someone massage…never mind.
What’s on tv? I’ll stream.
Dumb down to one-cell amoeba.
I’ll be one of you. How long was that?
Can someone please tell me…
NO!!!
(Go bother someone else. Shut the door. He’s bumming me out. Why is he so dense? Doesn’t listen to my advice. We have more important things… Just ignore him. Yeah, but it doesn’t work.)
*looks* *hears dialogue*

Persistence versus resistance wins…negativity.
Hard to stay quiet long enough to be noticed.
Can’t utter fake, hollow phrases…
how-ww areee youu-uuh?!

Actually, doesn’t care about anything but purpose for roaming mind, sending scattered, unassembled images into the universe, constantly repeating, reforming, eternal, until brain…just…stops…
But no…not even a little pleasant diversion because…too intense…stoopid…pathetic…bothersome…uninteresting…inhuman….the inhumanity of response.

Fingers tire long before the skull. Then what?!

11.18.23
7:02 a.m. no meds yet
11.30.23 edits, mostly for punctuation, grammar

Can someone do something about the audio? My newsfeed voice isn’t reaching the world.

Right to future revision…can do better…my brain certainly isn’t going to stop…but has all kinds of sideways in every direction…not so much circuitous or boomerang but bouncing from every corner, whack-a-mole style.


Can someone do something about the audio? My newsfeed voice isn’t reaching the world.

Echo Echo Echo Echo.

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