Lost in My Mind

Living Loving And Dying

I stare out the window;
This life is going on.
Plans for tomorrow,
The smile's all gone.

The light now darkened,
The warmth now cold.
Searching for a friend,
Someone I may hold.

Living alone within,
Being afraid to fall.
Are we living in sin,
Will you hear my call?

Finding a new love,
Losing all control.
Falling out of love,
Life’s taking a toll.

Is life just dream?
Am I the fantasy?
That’s what it seems,
I live for you not me!

When is the pain lost?
Waiting for my death.
What is the real cost,
Of that last breath?

Is any one out there?
Will anyone hear me?
If I died who’d care?
Will anyone miss me?

Falling in love,
Are we asking too much?
Waiting for that sign,
To fall from above.

Living loving and dying,
Dreams come and go,
Maybe right, maybe wrong,
Just keeping the flow.

It’s like a song.
I am scared.
Is this right?
Wishing I never cared.

Living to love,
Living to dying.
Needing help from above,
Living loving and dying!